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I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.
She wondered who was tapping on her window. The only people who ever came unexpected like that was Mario and Billy. She didn’t know which one it was. So she went to check.
IT WAS MARIO!!
Rayleen: *smiled* what are you doing here?
Mario: I came to see you…
Rayleen: O ok. Let me change real quick.
Mario: hurry up! *he kinda laughed and said real low* that’s my baby.
Rayleen smiled and got ready as quick as she could.
She went through the garage door and through the side. Mario remember the routine and waited for her on the side. When Rayleen walked out the gate he was standing right there just staring at her. Rayleen ran up to him and gave him a BIG hug. Its been awhile since she last seen him.
Rayleen: *still holding on* I missed you so much!
Mario: did you? I missed you too.
Rayleen: I hope so.
That night they walked to the park and kicked there like they used to. They caught up on things that happened. They laughed and played around like they always did.
Mario leaned in for a kiss and Rayleen kissed him back. Then she stopped.
Rayleen: we can’t do this.
Mario: why not?
Rayleen: cuz you got a lady!!
Mario: so…what she don’t know won’t hurt her.
Rayleen: Mario!
Mario laughed. Mario: what??
Rayleen: so you’re saying that you want me to be your sancha??
Mario:….YA!! haha why not??
Rayleen: *laughed* ok. Anything for you.
Rayleen didn’t care that she was gonna be his sancha and not his girlfriend. As long as she still got to be with him, it didn’t matter to her.
They met up all the time like they used to. But they only were together at night. No more meetings in the morning because they didn’t want to get caught by his lady Desiree. So they couldn’t meet in the morning no more. They called each other every chance that they got. He knew when to call her at the right times and she knew when to call him at the right times. Everything worked out.
Rayleen was talking to her homegirls about Mario. She told Sandra the story. Jennifer knew a little bit more because she had classes with Rayleen freshman year. She remembered when Rayleen would be gone.
Sandra: Damn foo! That shit is crazy.
Rayleen: I know. I fuckin’ love him.
Jennifer: When are you gonna see him?
Rayleen: Tonight.
Jennifer: at the park again?? Hahahahaha
Sandra: You better get laid foo.
Rayleen: you guys are fuk’n gay. Of coarse I am!! Hahaha
Jennifer: Lucky bitch.
Sandra: hahahaha I still can’t believe you’re his sancha!
Rayleen: who cares. I love him.
Jennifer: well looks like he only ‘likes’ you
Rayleen: shut up skanks.
Rayleen got real close to those girls. They were the truest homegirls she ever met. She could tell them anything. She never met girls like them. She always got along better with guys. But these hyna’s were different. She could trust them and tell them anything. All three of them always told each other everything they heard and they talked shit about everyone! Haha. It sounds fucked up but they didn’t give a fuck about no one but each other. Nothing else mattered to them.
Rayleen was so happy that she was back with Mario. Kinda. She really loved him. It didn’t matter to her that he had a girlfriend. She knew that deep inside he really loves her. She knew. She can tell by the way he looked at her. By the way he came back to her. She regretted leaving him in the first place. They’d still be together and that bitch Desiree wouldn’t be living with him! But o well. Mario was still snuck around behind Desiree’s back to be with her so she knew she was doing something right. It kept him coming back.
Rayleen stayed at her grandma’s for the weekend. She was only home during the week when she had to go to school, but ever chance she got, she left. She hated living where she was at. It was uncomfortable and didn’t feel part of her mom’s family. Sunday came around. For some reason she felt funny. Like something bad was going to happen. It was time for her mom to pick her up. She didn’t want to go back home. But she knew she had to.
Rayleen’s mom walked into her grandma’s house all slow. Kinda like she didn’t want to be there either. But Rayleen noticed something different about her. Something wasn’t right. Her stomach felt weird.
Mom: mija. Sit down.
*she pointed to the couch*
Rayleen sat down and got worried.
Rayleen: what? What happened??
Mom: it’s Veronica.
Rayleen: what happened? Its is she ok?
*started to tear*
Mom: She’s in the hospital. She texted me. Your dad beat her really bad this time.
Rayleen nodded her no. She got pissed! She was tired of her dad acting stupid. Rayleen loved her dad SO much, but her dad just didn’t know how to act. He treated everyone like shit and only cared about himself.
Mom: She has a broken rib and injuries to the head. Your dad’s in jail again. But I don’t know for how long.
Rayleen just felt herself getting angrier and angrier. She didn’t know how many times it was gonna be until her dad finally learned his lesson.
Mom: I know you’re mad.
Rayleen: where’s the baby at?
Mom: at her sisters. She gets out the hospital today.
Rayleen: when did this happen?
Mom: a couple days ago. But I didn’t wanna tell you over the phone. I didn’t want you to worry or take off while you were here. Im sorry. And I know you want to see her but not today. Give her some time to heal and think about things. She’s going through a lot right now.
Rayleen: man, I don’t want to talk to you. Just take me home.
Rayleen was pissed that this was all going on. She wanted to see Veronica and Vincent. She was worried about her. She didn’t know what to do. All she did was cry. Veronica was her best friend.
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Vero: Hello?
Rayleen: Are you ok!?
Vero: hey mija. Ya. I’m alright.
Rayleen: what happened? What did you do?
Vero: He was high and u know how he gets. He was all angry. Mija. I was so scared. He kept telling me he was gonna kill me! He had me on the floor just kicking me and punching me. *started to cry* and Vincent was watching the whole thing! I tried to grab him but your dad wouldn’t let me. I tried leaving but he locked the door and threw me across the room. *paused for a moment and was crying some more*
Rayleen: but why? What was he mad about?
Vero: I don’t know. You know he gets mad over EVERYTHING. But the day before he got into a fight with Albert.
Albert was my dad’s friend. He lived right next door to Billy. That’s how I met him. My dad and Albert went to school together when they were kids. They go way back.
Rayleen: what did they get in a fight for?
Vero: I don’t know. I guess your dad was bragging about how he got his life straight now and he’s finally doing good and that all of them should start doing the same. So I guess Albert got mad and socked him so they started fighting. But Big E broke it up and your dad went home.
Rayleen: dam that’s crazy. So are you ok now? When does dad get out?
Vero: ya im ok. The doctors gave me tons of medicine. And im not sure when your dad comes out but your Aunt Melissa’s mad at me.
Rayleen: why?? You didn’t do nothing! How the fuck are they gonna take his side? Aren’t they tired of him too??
Vero: I guess not. Your Aunt went to go visit him and she didn’t like seeing her little brother in there so I guess your nana, tata, and ur aint Melissa are gonna pitch in money to bail him out. This time the bail is $50,000.
Rayleen: what the fuck?? They can’t afford that! They should leave his ass in there so he can learn a lesson!
Vero: I know mija. If It was up to me I’d leave him in there too. But your tata don’t want him loosing his job. None of them are talking to me. I have to pack all my things and I’m gonna stay at my mom’s house tonight. I’m going to get a restraining order on your dad before they bail him out. I’m scared. *started crying again*
Rayleen: Veronica, I’m sorry he did this to you. Don’t worry. I don’t think he’ll come after you. Do you?
Vero: who knows. Your dad is a mystery sometimes. But I don’t think nothing will happen. But you never know.
Rayleen: ok. Well I hope the papas is ok. Tell him I love him and ill see him soon ok?
Vero: I will. Thanks for calling Mija.
Rayleen: Don’t worry about it. My dad really fucked up this time.
Vero: I know. But don’t worry about me. Ill be ok.
Rayleen: I hope so.
They hung up.
Damn. Rayleen knew how her dad was. He’s done this so many times. But never has he hurt Vero this bad. She was even more pissed off that her family was turning against Veronica. They always were so nice to her and told her she was dumb for putting up with my dad. But they told her out of love, not to be mean. Rayleen knew how her family was though because they turned on her a few times too! Rayleen’s family were very cold hearted people. That’s why she’s learned to trust NO ONE. Her Aunt Melissa seemed to really like Veronica too. They talked and hung out all the time. But o well, shit happens.
She called Mario hoping he could cheer her up. And of coarse he did. They kicked it that night. Rayleen got a lot off of her mind. She was in her own little world when she was with him. He made all her troubles go away. They were at the park laying on the grass and staring at the stars. They talked for about an hour until they started kissing… Things led from one thing to another. This time, they really did make love under the stars. To Rayleen, it was so romantic!
They walked back to Rayleen’s house and he walked her to the side gate.
Mario: Ok. Ill call you tomorrow k?
Rayleen: ok. I love you.
*Mario looked her in the eyes*
Mario: I love you too.
They kissed one more time and Rayleen went back inside.
They next morning Rayleen was really tired. She still went to school though. Rayleen walked to her 2nd period class where she always saw Sandra and Jennifer just standing there waiting for her.
Sandra: Foo… did you get laid?
Jennifer: please tell me you did!
Rayleen: You guys are fuckin’ stupid.
Rayleen told them what happened to her stepmom and how her dad was locked up again. They were there to comfort her. Not that Rayleen needed it though. She kept her feelings bottled up inside all the time. She didn’t let nothing like that really bother her. She knew everything would eventually work out. It always did. She knew there would be agony to pay for all her ecstasy.
A week went by and her dad was bailed out. Veronica was scared. But veronica had told Rayleen that her dad wrote to her when he was in there. He told Veronica how sorry he was and that he’d never do it again and how he missed her and the baby so much. And to tell me and my brother Robert he loves us. I knew it was bullshit. He says that everytime he fucks up. But I wasn’t buying it. Of coarse Veronica did and ended up running back to him. That’s how it always went. She never learned her lesson either. But she loves him and Rayleen understood that. Veronica was a good wife to him. Too bad he couldn’t see that.
Mario went to meet up with Rayleen again. But this time Rayleen didn’t want to go to that same park they always went to. So they walked back towards Mario’s house. They didn’t know where to go so they just walked and walked and walked into they were in a development with nothing but big new houses. They walked around that neighborhood and saw a street of model homes. Mario jumped the fence to see if they were open. But they weren’t.
Mario: they’re not open.
Rayleen: I told you stupid ass!
Mario: *laughed* shut up! Come on! Jump over.
*he held his hand out to help her*
Rayleen: What for? The door’s aren’t open.
Mario: who cares. Come on just jump over.
Rayleen: NO! what if someone sees us.
Mario: just shut the fuck up and come here.
Rayleen jumped over and they walked to the backyard. They were peaking inside the windows and trying to find a way in. Rayleen couldn’t believe how nice everything looked inside. It was a nice ass house.
Rayleen: Mario.
Mario: what?
Rayleen: do you like my house?
Mario: *laughed* your fuckin’ stupid.
Rayleen laughed.
Rayleen: damn. Imagine if we had a house like this?
Mario: We will one day babe. I promise.
*Rayleen smiled*
Mario: so you better start working now!
They both started laughing all hard.
They stayed there for a while and then headed to a park that was down the same street. This park was bigger than the one by Rayleen’s house. It was a nice park. They sat down on a bench that was right there.
Mario: im moving.
Rayleen: what?
Mario: we’re getting evicted from my house.
Rayleen: are you serioius? Where you going?
Mario: ya. I think we’re going to Victorville. We have to be out of our house by the end of the week.
Rayleen: Mario. You can’t! I’m gonna miss you.
Mario: I don’t want to, but we can’t afford it out here no more. I’m going through hard times.
Rayleen: Well I hope everything works out for you. You better keep in touch.
Mario: you know I will. Of coarse.
Rayleen: I’m not letting you go this time! *smiled*
Mario: you better not fucker!
Rayleen: Mario, stop calling me names!
They both laughed.
It was getting late. It was already around 1:30 in the morning so they started heading back. Mario walked her halfway to her house because he was tired. So he turned right and Rayleen turned left. As Rayleen was walking back, she saw a cop right in front of her. She got nervous. It was past city curfew. He pulled up right next to her.
Cop: Hey where you going?
Rayleen: Home.
The cop pulled over and got out his car.
Cop: Where were you?
Rayleen: I was with my boyfriend.
Cop: How old are you?
Rayleen: 15
Cop: How old is he?
Rayleen: I think he’s 17.
Rayleen didn’t worry too much about lying about his age because Mario was already gone. She looked in the direction he went walking and she could still see Mario. He was just standing there. Rayleen knew he could see her but he didn’t know what to do. Rayleen hoped that he would just turn around and keep walking home.
Cop: You know its late right?
Rayleen: ya.
Cop: its past city curfew. Do you know what time that is?
Rayleen: na. I just moved her a month ago.
I knew my ass was lying but I needed to just go home!! I was too fuckin’ tired to be dealing with his ass.
*whistling*
Rayleen thought… “fuck. He don’t fuckin’ think does he? He’s gonna fuck this all up!
She could see Mario whistling and trying to get her attention.
Cop: is that him?
Rayleen: ya.
He started to run towards Rayleen and the Cop.
I DON’T KNOW WHY!!!
As Mario walked up, Mario looked at the cop.
Mario: what’s going on?
The cop put the flashlight over mario’s face.
Cop: Mario? Is that you?
*Rayleen got all confused*
Mario looked at him real good.
Mario: hey! Wassup foo!
Rayleen just thought to herself .. “ that’s fuckin’ embarrassing”
Cop: this is your lady??
Mario: ya.
Cop: hey man. You know you can get in trouble for being with her. You’re a lot older than her.
Mario: ya. I know. But just let her go home. Its just right there.
Cop: where were you guys?
Mario: at the park over there.
Cop: well im gonna have to take her home. I should give her a ticket but im gonna let it go this time. But I have to take her home man.
Mario: well can u give me a ride too? Hahaha
Cop: na man. Your ass has to walk.
Rayleen got in the back seat and fell asleep for a little bit while they talked about other things. They talked about each others family and Mario told him about him moving and I just thought it was fuckin’ weird.
After some time passed Mario woke her up.
Mario: bye baby. Ill see you tomorrow. Desiree’s in Fontana for the week so I’ll meet you in the morning at the store.
Rayleen: ok. Babe. I love you.
Mario: I love you too. Ill see you tomorrow. Before I leave.
Rayleen: ok. You’re not saying Bye though. Just. Visiting me until you come back!
Mario: right babe. *smiled*
The cop took me home. I got out the car.
Cop: are your parents awake?
Rayleen: no.
Cop: Did they know you left?
Rayleen: No.
Cop: I’m gonna have to talk to them and tell them where you were.
Rayleen’s stomach felt sick!! Her mom couldn’t know that she was with Mario!! Her mom was going to flip!! She was so nervous to go inside and wake her up. But she knew she had to.
Rayleen: Mom. Wake up.
Mom: why?
Rayleen: theres someone outside that wants to talk to you.
Her mom got up all quick and asked who. Rayleen didn’t say anything. Rayleen was so fuckin’ scared. Her mom opened the door.
I gotta go. Ill write more later.
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"I love you more today than i did yesterday; but not as much as i will tomorrow..."
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.
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