Alienated
I see you're no longer there
I've fallen behind, given you a reason not to care
In your mind, I know it's not fair
You've given me more, then any other friend could
But I've done you wrong, it never feels good
I can no longer understand
Who I am, who you are
I've become a bitter man
I've traveled away, so far
My hold on you, was once tight
Side by side, a friend I could call for life
Cut you from my sight
I've fallen deeper into the night
Keeping my distance, hard for your eyes to see
To know my existance, I'm no longer me
No longer the friend, you feel I need to be
I've done this many times before
And I know it will never be little, but more
That I put you through this
Slap away my selfish hands
That only want to feel a selfish life
I give you every reason, to be who you are
To feel what you feel
To say, to do, to hate me
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And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine
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