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For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
LOVE HURTS BUT DONT LET IT PASS YOU BY
SO IT MIGHT BE THE SAME SHIT ALL GIRLS WRITE ABOUT LOVE AND HATE<<
HOW WE LOVE SOME ONE WITH ALL OUR HEARTS AND HATE THE PEOPLE THAT BRAKES US, MY LIFE IS NO DIFFERENT I WAS IN LOVE WITH SOME ONE I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIS NAME WAS F. ALEXANDER H. CALLED HIM >>MALO<< FROM **** WE STARTED AS PINPALS WRITING EACHOTHER EVERY OTHER DAY AND TALKED AT LEAST 4 TIME A WEEK IT WENT ON LIKE THAT FOR 2YEARS THEN HE FINALLY GOT OUT WE MET UP OF COURSE WE HOOKED UP, IT WAS GREAT EVEN THOUGH IT LASTED FOR 5 MIN. BUT SECOND TIME WAS A CHARM WELL WITH ALEX THE RELATIONSHIP WAS NICE UNTILL I FOUND OUT HIS *EX* CAME BACK INTO HIS LIFE SO HE CHEATED JUST BROKE ME BUT I DIDNT LEAVE HIM I STAYED BY HIS SIDE AND LET IT HAPPEN (STUPID I NOE) WELL IT GOT TO THE POINT THAT SHE KNEW WHO I WAS AND I KNEW WHO SHE WAS. WE TALKED AND SET ASIDE EVERYTHING WE HAD SAID TO EACHOTHER AND THAT FACT THAT I KICKED HER ASS TOO... WELL HE WAS LIVING WITH ME BUT SPENDING THE NITE AT TIME WITH HER
THE DAYS TURNED INTO YEARS WITH PAIN AND REGRETS I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT DO TO I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH HIM THAT I DIDNT WANT TO LET HIM GO TILL I SLAP MY SELF OUT OF IT I FINALLY HAD ENOUGH AND BROKE IT OFF I TOLD HIM I DIDNT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM ANYMORE AND THAT HE COULD STAY WITH HER BUT IT WAS TO LATE I TURNED OUT TO BE PREGNANT I WAS NOT SURE IF I WAS HAPPY OR SAD CAUSE HE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN THE DAD EVERY WOMAN WOULD WANT.
I REMEMBER READING HIS LETTERS AND HIM SAYING HE WANTED A KID AND THAT HE WOULD DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO KEEP HIS PROMISES ON MAKING THINGS BETTER FOR HIM SELF >> THAT HE WOULDNT LIE AND BE THERE 24/7 I WISH IT DID TURN OUT THAT WAY, NOW I LOOK AT MY SON AND THINK OF HIM >>>SINCE HE HAS BEEN GONE AWAY NO ONE CANTAKE THIS PAIN AWAY THERES NO MORE TO LOOSE AND NOMARE TO GAIN BUT TO SEE MY _SON_ SHINE AND GROW, I JUST REMINISEE THE TIMES WE SHARED JUST THE MEMORIES OF YOU AND ME HOW COULD SOME ONE JUST TAKE HIS LIFE FROM ME SO FAST I DIDNT EVEN GET THE CHANCE TO TELL HIM HE WAS GOING TO BE A DAD AND NOW HE IS GONE PLEASE BELIEVE MY HEART IS BROKEN TO SEE MY SON WITH OUT HIS FATHER EVEN THOUGH HE WAS NOT THE BEST BOYFRIEND I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE TRYED MY SON IS GOING TO BE 2 YEARS OLD NOW TALK SO MUCH AND LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM LIGHT SKINNED AND BALD LOL WITH BIG BEAUTIFULL EYES AND BIG LIPS LOL
>>>> IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN... DIFFERENT AND NOT THE SAME IF I DIDNT STICK WITH HIM THROUGH ALL THE BULLSHIT AND DRAMA I WOULDNT HAVE HAD MY SON ** ALEXANDER jr. **
ITS NOT OVER YET...
NEXT STORY
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG???
__________________ HE!!! thought he had it all figuered out LEFT me with a broken heart FUCKED Around and TURNED me down,now sitting outside my door... See how things turn out
Re: For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
hell yea that was really deep
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The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away.
Re: For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
thanks for your support i will write more when im off of work>> thank you all
__________________ HE!!! thought he had it all figuered out LEFT me with a broken heart FUCKED Around and TURNED me down,now sitting outside my door... See how things turn out
Re: For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
I still have not moved on from my last relationship with>>MALO<< i find my self crying at night still just to hear his voice and see him, i know it sounds weird but he use to come and visit, i would see him stand right by my bed just looking at me and my son at 1st i freaked out told him to leave the second night he came i heard what he had to say
he held my son in my dreams and looks into his eyes asking if this was really his son i told him yes his name was Alexander Hernandez Jr. i can see in his face he wanted to cry but held his head high and said "THIS IS MY SON" I he told me he was going to come back and visit but it would take time so i would wait till now i have not had another dream about him but i know it in my heart that i will
So i have been dating for the past year it has not gone well at all its like i have bad luck with men well "BOYS" let admit they are not yet men
so their was this guys "Adrian" or "Allen" Aka >>Devol<< at 1st he was shy met him at the job and kicked it the same day went to smoke after work 3 weeks later we had sex of course to me when you get in my pants we are together um it was about 3months later and he was spendidn the night and we were going out to parties and everything he was good my my kids and i respected that he had a daughter the babymomma was drama callin all the time and talking shit but was not a big deal to me... i met his friend they are all drug addicts speacially his bestfriend
sorry have to get back to work ill be back soon
__________________ HE!!! thought he had it all figuered out LEFT me with a broken heart FUCKED Around and TURNED me down,now sitting outside my door... See how things turn out
Last edited by cynthia27 : 10-27-2009 at 10:22 PM.
Re: For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
wow ok so ur baby daddy die rite? sorry about that
n is it really a true story?
n keep it comin
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The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away.
Re: For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
Originally Posted by :mz.silent:
wow ok so ur baby daddy die rite? sorry about that
n is it really a true story?
n keep it comin
yes my story is true everything i wrote and am about to write really happen to me no lies
__________________ HE!!! thought he had it all figuered out LEFT me with a broken heart FUCKED Around and TURNED me down,now sitting outside my door... See how things turn out
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.
BUT SECOND TIME WAS A CHARM WELL WITH ALEX THE RELATIONSHIP WAS NICE UNTILL I FOUND OUT HIS *EX* CAME BACK INTO HIS LIFE SO HE CHEATED JUST BROKE ME BUT I DIDNT LEAVE HIM I STAYED BY HIS SIDE AND LET IT HAPPEN (STUPID I NOE) WELL IT GOT TO THE POINT THAT SHE KNEW WHO I WAS AND I KNEW WHO SHE WAS. WE TALKED AND SET ASIDE EVERYTHING WE HAD SAID TO EACHOTHER AND THAT FACT THAT I KICKED HER ASS TOO... WELL HE WAS LIVING WITH ME BUT SPENDING THE NITE AT TIME WITH HER 
N RESPECT
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