BROWNREKLUSE.......MANY SITUATIONS

[DRIFTS]

I came from a lil kid
Playin with squirt guns
To being on the block and shootin with real ones
It used to be fun but now im all grown up
Life has changed, but still the same sure enough and
I finally understand what it takes to be a man
Aint nobody gonna lend you a hand, damn
When things get worse I don’t get my feelings hurt
I get wise and develop a plan
You see this shit could really fuck with youre mind sometimes
So I know my position in this world’s un kind
Everyday stay high just to walk a straight line
You might be dead to what I say, but homie you aint blind
Take a look a lil closer see if you could focus
Days that were hopeless stressed out and smokeless
Alone no one to phone a place to call home
Feelin like im livin in the twilight zone

I been through many situations
From dodging bullets to catchin cases
Its to much for me I cant take it
Face it life is hard so I embrace it
But death is so close I could almost taste it

It seems shitty livin in the inner city
Growin up around the hood man these corners aint pretty
All my homies getting stuck with 25 with an L
And only time will tell
If im on the same trail

I was raised in the slums grew up playin with thugs
People looked down on us
Well we’ll never be mush
That the life we livin we’ll end up in a early grave
A life in prison mentally we were barley sane
We didn’t listen, fuck school continue ditChin
Back to the block,the hood was my a addiction
The streets was my teacher,ahead of my class
Drug sales was like math learned to add and subtract
Signs up in the kitchen,we cookin up crack
PE was a motherfucker runnin from CRASH
But yeah im always told,that im uneducated
Live a day in my shoes you’ll be lucky to make it
Cuz the streets is something that homeroom don’t teach
And society’s crooked workin to keep it discrete
Hire police to set us up so we cant be free
You ask me how I know so mush, cuz its happened to me


I been through many situations
From dodging bullets to catchin cases
Its to much for me I cant take it
Face it life is hard so I embrace it
But death is so close I could almost taste it

It seems shitty livin in the inner city
Growin up around the hood man these corners aint pretty
All my homies getting stuck with 25 with an L
And only time will tell
If im on the same trail

Im in this position im young, searchin for wisdom
Tryin to avoid all this pressure is life worth livin
Im searchin deep in my soul, still something is missin
I look to God for these answers but who im a kiddin
Nobody cares if I spend my life rottin in prison
Its another motherfucker getting stuck in the system
So imma die a recluse, yeah I made my decision
Cuz you could scream out for help, but tell me whos gonna listen
Many times a question myself, why am I here
I hear voices but the sound of them are not to clear
Should I prepare my self for death, and put this gun to my ear
Greet the devil with a smile I don’t show no fear
Cuz nobody knows the pain that ive been tought these years
It would take me a lifetime to count these tears
Many days spent alone, wonderin why
The only way to get my answer is to shoot at the sky

I been through many situations
From dodging bullets to catchin cases
Its to much for me I cant take it
Face it life is hard so I embrace it
But death is so close I could almost taste it

It seems shitty livin in the inner city
Growin up around the hood man these corners aint pretty
All my homies getting stuck with 25 with an L
And only time will tell
If im on the same trail