Fearless

[nina_bonita]

OMG sorry for the wait!.
but i've been Busy with Jazzy and Jordan. and Junior is being a pain in the ass!
lol.....
This post was very emotional. it made me think back to the day it really happened.



A few week’s passed. Well more like months. 4 exactly. At this point it was December. I got a job at the hospital working as an LPN. And I also started working at the mall at t-mobile. T-MOBILE kicks ass!!!

Anyways. Time flew by so fast. I was enjoying life with my family and my friends. I knew things were to perfect to be true.

“Joel can you do me a big favor?”

“Yes dear?”

“I’m getting off of work at 3:30 so I’m not going to be able to pick Jazy up can you please go pick her up?”

“Why are you asking me mensa? You could just say “babe go pick Jazzy up from school” he said laughing.

“Callate menso! I’ll be home like around 3:45”

“Kay”

I clicked and got back to work at the hospital.

“Code A in the E.R. team 3-5”

Shit. I has just walked into the backroom so I had to run down to the E.R.

“What’s going on?” I asked a nurse.

“Bad car accident. Multiple head injuries. Gun wounds. They are bad”

“Damn. Ages?” I asked as I finished washing my hands and putting on my gloves.

“Mid-Twenties. And about two years old”

That hit me hard 2 years old. I just thought about my Jazzy and got the chills.

I put my mask on and walked into the E.R and my heart dropped. Doctor Kelly looked at me and she told one of the male nurses to grab me. As I ran to the operating bed my mind was going in circles.

“Jazlyn!!!” I yelled out as tears poured down my face. My Jazy. My little baby.

“Calm down”

“The fuck you want me to calm down when my baby girl is in the fuckin Emergency Room!!!”

“She’s going to be okay.” he said to me.

“Don’t say that, I know the meaning of those words”

He took me to the family room to try to calm me down and as I sat in shock I remembered Joel. I walked out of the family room and walked to the E.R room that he was in.
He had 4 gun wounds. And his right eye was swollen because something had hit it. He didn’t even look like him.

“It’s my fault” I whispered.

“Melanie” Dr. Kelly said to me.

“She’s going to live right?”

“Right know she need’s a blood transfusion as soon as possible.”

“She’s AB-” I said.

“She is. Call family members that’s our only hope right know”

I didn’t know what to do. AB- is the rarest blood type in the world which less than one percent of the worlds population has is. It didn’t come from my family. AB- is Junior’s blood type.
I called Perla and she called my family and let them know. And then Smiley let Joel’s family know.

Perla and Smiley and Eli were the first to get to the hospital. We sat in the waiting room, just waiting.

“Yea my cousin was brought here” I heard a voice say.

“Name?”

“Joel Barrera”

I looked up and couldn’t believe it. It was Junior.

“Meli.” He said looking at me. “What are you doing here?”

I put my head down and the tears were non-stop. How was I going to tell him that our daughter was in the E.R, depending on a blood transfusion to live.

“Meli”

I looked up and ran to him and hugged him.

“Mija what’s going on?”

“Junior.” I said crying. I couldn’t even talk. I was shaking. And as he held me in his arms all of the memories came back to me. The day that I found out I was pregnant and the thought of having Junior’s baby was amazing.

“Melanie what’s wrong?”

“Melanie, has any family member’s came? She need’s the transfusion as soon as possible.”

“Who is she?” Junior asked.

I looked at him but the words couldn’t come out of my mouth.

“Melanie. What the hell is going on?” he said grabbing me from my shoulders and shaking me a little. “GAW-DAMN MELANIE!!! Que chingaos pasa?”

“I’m so sorry Junior. I’m sorry!”

“Your daughter Junior. She was in the accident with Joel. She needs a blood transfusion like right know or she’ll die”

Junior looked down the E.R hall. They were moving Joel to another room.

“Did you just say my daughter? Where is she? Where is she at?” he said getting teary eyes. He ran down the hall and he seen her in the room. I ran after him and stood behind him. “My baby?” he said.

“Yes” I said with my cracked voice.

[-roxayy]

damn keep it coming.

[xox_MICLA_xox]

DAMN THAT WOULD BE SO HARD.


KIC =[[

[nina_bonita]

bit more before i hit the sack.


Junior went to donate blood. And they did the whole process before giving it to the patients. And then 6 hours later Jazzy entered a comma.

They Drs. weren’t sure if she was going to make it or not. She was really delicate. A bullet had impacted missed her heart by an inch. But it still damaged a lot of nerves.

Joel was also in a comma. The Drs. didn’t give him any hope. But I knew he was strong and that he was going to make it.

So 2 weeks passed. And those 2 weeks were hell. Literally. I didn’t sleep or eat. I was so stressed that I lost 15 pounds.
“So your with my cousin Joel?” Junior asked as we sat in the hospital cafeteria.

“Yes” I looked up at him “I didn’t know you guys were related. If I did you know I would have never gone there”

“You don’t have to explain yourself to me. Remember we aint nothing anymore”

I was disappointed in his words. Was it that he really didn’t care anymore? Or was he just being the proud Junior that wouldn’t let nothing get him down? I was guessing that he was getting tired of waiting for me.

“Meli. Jazzy woke up. She wants her mommy” Perla said.

I whipped my tears, got up and left. Junior was right behind me. The three of us walked to the room where she was in.

“Mommy” she said crying. “wanna go home!”

She had a bandage wrapped around her head. She had a cast on her left arm and on her right leg.

“Baby you have to stay here. You’re a little sick”

“Why?”

“You member when Tio Meno was in the hospital in North Carolina?”

“Yea”

“Well the same thing happened to you”

“I wanna see tio Meno” she said all funny in her baby talk.

“Me too. Guess what? He’s gonna come for you birthday! How old are you gonna be?”

“Dos” she said putting two fingers up.

She looked over at Junior and wondered who he was.

“Quien es?” she asked me.

“Baby. He’s an old friend of mommy’s. we go way back.”

“Really?”

“Yes. His name is Junior. You member how Ilena has her mom and dad. And you member when you told me that you wanted a dad?”

“Yea.”

“Well this guy right here is your dad”

Her eyes got really big and she looked at junior her mouth dropped.

“But I don’t want him to be my daddy. I want Joel! Where is he at?” she started crying for Joel.

Junior was crushed. His eyes got watery.

[Love545]

Keep Posting :}

[-roxayy]

oh damn
keep it cominqq. [=

[xox_MICLA_xox]

that is so sad and would be so crushing to hear.

[♥PRECiOUSDiABLiTA♥]

damn thats crazy kic

[lil_lady_]

omg thats the worst thing you could hear

[joel's mommy]

damn.. post sum more