"her pain"

[MExicana Para La vida!]

she begins to lose faith in god,
everyone can tell she is different,
even her mom. she begins to see
her life as something wrong,
trying hard to retrieve what
once belonged.

she begins to act depressed,
everything built up along with the stress.
thinking that drinking would get her though
the day. releasing every inch of pain,
every single tear drop of rain.

she disguises her pain,
replacing her frown with another face.
acting like nothing is happening
inside, she holds back the tears
that begin to form in her eyes.

she is very confused, no clue what to do,
what could she do? is it easy to choose?
when will her day come, where the pain done?
will it ever be done?, or is this the part
where everything has just begun?