KARMA*NewSTORy

HizShAWty · 09-02-2009, 05:32 AM

iWas berly 11 wen i 1st qot my little innocent kiss and even thouqh iwas younq.iReally liked Javier he was my very 1stlove.iKnoe iwas berly 11 qoin on 12 but ilooked like a 14 or 15yr old qirl,ihad curves were iwas suppossed to and for a qirl my aqe ihad alot,ihad biq cinnamon brown eyes,and dark black/brown hair down to my waist.iWas about 5'0 and even thouqh iwas thin and had a small waist not alot of quys found me attractive,they usually called me a nerd because iwas smart and used qlasses well except for Javier he always thouqht iwas beautiful.My mom was a total bitch with me,she treated me like if i wasent her dauqhter and she always reminded me that iwas worth shit.She was rarely home since she loved workinq,See my mom was a MONEY HUNGRY type of person and her job mattered to her more than anythinq in the whole world,seemed as she would do whatever to keep it and make more money.My dad was a total sweetheart but he would rarely be home since he worked alot & dint like to come home because of my mom & my little sister Janeth she was my reason to keep livinq the one that was alwaysz there for me wen i nedded somebody.My names Alicia && heres were it all started:

flashbaqkk:
"lOOk Alicia ever since i 1st layed eyes on you ifelt like you was a different type of qirl,and you are;;you're uniqke and Special nothinq like these other hoes;you mean alot to me and im not planninq to let you qo"

(iPut on my Kool-Aid Smile and blushed;;it was the 1st time anybody had ever told me somethinq that sweet=] )

(then suddenly ifelt his soft juicy lips brush aqainst mine.it was my very 1st kiss and WOWW ifelt so happy but yet so embarrased to not knoe how 2 kiss;;but heyy atleast itriedd hehe.)

"ahhh Alicia ima tell my tia you kissed your boyfriend"-fredy (Alicias cousin)

(at that moment itauqht he was just playinq,but ithouqht wronq.)

endd of flashbaqkk and baqk to reality.

ihad berly qotten out the shower and iwas about to qo to my
room and chanqe wen iheard my mom call my name;; ihesitated
but iwent down to the livinq room.

Wen iqot there isaww my mom holdinq a thick black leather belt and as ilooked into her eyes all isaww was that she was full of hate;;at that moment iknew she had found out about the kiss.

"Uhmn ke pasa mama"

"Mira Alicia ami no me venqas kon esas chinqaderas
and dont act like you dont knoe wut im talkinq."

"Mama plsz dont hit me im so sorry, idint knoe wut iwas doinq mami porfavor no me peqes"

(She qrabbed meh by the hair and knocked me on the floor,istarted cryinq a whole waterfall because iknew she was qonna qive it to meh BAD!!;;iClosed my eyes and let her hit me if thatsz what made her feel better than she could qo riqht aheadd,she was qonna reqret it one day.;;She started kickinq me as if she was kickinq a soccer ball,and i cant even talk about the way the belt hit my face,my neck,and my leqs;;iKould feel my skinn peelinq and blood runninq dwn my body as if it was a river.After she wore out all of her anqer she let me qo,iseriously felt iwas about 2 pass away but iquess istill had a mission dwn here.)

"Eso es lo k te pasa Alicia por andar de puta at a younq as aqe,todavia Ni te sabes limpiar bien para acer eso,& you better brake up w/him,si yo escucho
por alli that your still with him ouhhh Licia you dont wanna knoe wut ima do 2 you"

(istayed quiet & dint tell her nothinq iknew better than to open
my mouth and qet another woppinq;;the only hard part was that idint want 2 let Javier qo but i had 2 if i still wanted 2 be alive.)

My mom left 2 workk and it was just my little sister and meh.
iWas happy that bitch had left;;As soon as she left Janeth came
runninq 2 meh and huqqed meh tiqht she bursted out cryinq and even
thouqh she was only 7 she was very smart.

"Licia im sowwy ikouldnt do nothinq but im too small
&& idont have enouqh power to take her down but dont
worry hermanita wen iqroww up she wont do me like she did you,ima
make it worse on her;iPiNkY promise."

"Janeth iUnderstand you kouldnt do nothinq so dont worry bout nothinq
& anywaysz trust me shes qonna payy for what she does to me or you;;Trust shes qonna qet it badd on her self."

(After that iCried my self to sleep thinkinq bout how i was qonna have 2 let Javier qo away='( & the pain my mom has put me throuqh.)
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Javier-.13.qoin on.14.he had a fade,his ear pierced,biq juicy lips,was about 5'6,kind of dark skinned,skinny bout still had meat.lol.alot of qirls liked him
but he only loved Alicia.

The next day iwoke up to qo 2 skool,iwent and took a shower even thouqh my body ached badd;;ihad to be stronq for Janeth & Me.iChanqed into suhm skinnyjeans and a turtle neck sweater to hide the worst mark she had made on my neck.iPut on sum concealer and foundation to cover up some of the other small bruises & ileft to skool.

iwalkedd down the block and qot to skoo,yea it was close to were ilived.
iWent inside the buildinq and into the baqk hallway;;iWas hopinq iwouldnt see Javier there but 2 my luck he was there smilinq biq at me.He walked my way and qave me a huqq.iPushed him baqk.

"Whats wronq babe?why you pushinq meh away?k hice babe tell meh ill fixx it wutever it is."

"Look Javier you kant fixx thiz,&& ihavee to uhmn...."
iStarted cryinq but itried to push them awayy..this was so hard.

"Mami tell me plz,porke lloras mi niña?"
he tried 2 huqq me but ipushed him baqk.

"Look Javier i..i..i..I CANt BE WiTH U NO MOREE!!"
As soon as isaid that istarted cryinq even more.

"Babe dont do this 2 me plzz yo te kiero muchoo plz dont
leave" ...he qot on his knees and beqqed me not to do that to him.

"iM sorry icant be w/ you Nomore my mom found out that iwas
qoin out with you and she she beat me to death look!!"
ishowed him the one in my neck and he started to cry and qot pissed.

"Why the fuqk would she do that dawmmn fuqk .Babe iloveyou aloot no me dejes "

(iLooked at him and ijszt walked away as much as it hurt ihad to let him qo.iTurned baqk around and saw him beatinq the shit out of the lockers and cryinq.&& by the office isaw my bitch ass mother lauqhinq and smilinq,qivinq me thumbs up.)

SHOULD iKeep qoinq?